Scribbling

Ever had those moments when you have so many things in mind, big experiences / milestones in life that you want to share whether in person or in letters but life gets in the way and before you know it, the fad has come and go and it no longer feel "that" huge anymore so you end up bottling that certain memory forever? (Or at least until an inspiration strikes that you would get to write it down or someone would coax it out of you in a conversation.) Same goes with feeling an extreme emotion, whether it is positive or negative, so huge that it felt unexplainable at some point but when you started voicing it out it turned to be a small dot in the grand scheme of things and it doesn't feel like how it was before?

It certainly happens all the time. And so, given all the things that has happened in a span of a few months, despite having so many blog ideas, I have not really updated this online home in a while.

Maybe I did get to "live" a little. Maybe life gets in the way. But for whatever reasons, writing is still as therapeutic as ever so I won't halt. 

Life has been exciting, messy, fun and unpredictable. It's easy to get loss in the realm sometimes. It won't always be rainbows but it will never be all dark. With the strong spiritual foundation and the anchor that keeps on pulling me back, keeping me on track, I remain just as grateful. Maybe I'd get to elaborate one day and fill these virtual pages one special moment at a time (Ginebra winning the championship after eight long years, the foodie tab, the big shift, the travels, the homecoming, etc). Til then, thank you for being in this journey with me.

PS: For someone who finds it hard to make online account-related decisions, here's me going for another change. Ha. Say hello to aprilskelter! It's the same name that I use as my Instagram handle and I've recently just decided to use it as my blog URL as well.

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